About The Cockroach

Hello. Welcome to Kissing The Cockroach! I am a woman who has spent most of her life in pain. All kinds. This blog is about what it was like growing up in a dungeon, choosing to remain in that dungeon, and the journey of ascending to the light.

Since I just started this blog today, February 22, 2012, I have no content. Why? Because I have been too afraid to write about it. That ends now.

UPDATE: 3/21/2012. A month later. I am writing. But it is jumbled. I’ll do my best to link to other posts or to make some sense of it in the end. But who knows when that is….

If you have stumbled upon this blog, and wish to learn about the following, please feel free to take a secret peek into my world and keep reading. You may be going through some of this yourself. Or you may have someone you love who is struggling. I can understand both points of view, so I hope by sharing my experience to shed some light on these subjects:

  • First Love
  • First Heart Break
  • Sex Too Early
  • Being Bullied in School
  • First Diet To Keep The Boy
  • Anorexia
  • Bulimia
  • Compulsive Over Exercising
  • Numbing Your Feelings
  • Trying to Fit In Despite Yourself
  • Alcoholism
  • Living a Lie
  • Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
  • Rituals and Numbers
  • Hiding Behind The Mask
  • Miscarriage
  • Self Injury
  • Self Loathing
  • Covering Your Tracks
  • Becoming a Slut
  • Trying To Get The First Love Back
  • Rape
  • Date Rape
  • Gang Rape
  • Pathological Liars
  • Blaming Yourself
  • House Burning Down
  • Losing Your Identity
  • Running Away From Home
  • Self Preservation
  • Running Away From Yourself
  • Going Bankrupt
  • The Bemon (Bulimia)
  • Mystery Bruises
  • Jail
  • Accidents
  • DUI’s
  • Trying to Escape
  • Interventions
  • Mafia, Cults and other Dangerous Liaisons
  • Prostitution
  • Stripping
  • A Brief Freedom (Piercings, Tattoos, Blue and Purple Hair)
  • Suicide
  • Unhappily Married
  • Dying to Fit In
  • Living In The Dungeon
  • Happily Divorced
  • Flipping the Cockroach
  • Finding True Love
  • Telling The Truth
  • Being Exposed
  • Hit By A Bus
  • Chronic Pain
  • When the Bus Wasn’t Enough
  • The Final Crash
  • Being Disabled
  • Asking For Help
  • Being Honest To a Therapist
  • Getting Sober
  • Finding God
  • Ralphie
  • Painting The Hole
  • Yoga Discoveries
  • Spinal Fusion Surgeries
  • Forgiveness
  • EMDR, TRM Therapy
  • Letting Go of Trauma
  • Letting Go of Regret
  • Letting Go of Addiction
  • Letting Go of Perfection
  • Saying Goodbye to the Dungeon
  • Darkness Before Dawn
  • Ascending Towards The Light
  • Locking The Door Behind You
  • Throwing up Rainbows
  • Kissing The Cockroach

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20 Responses to “About The Cockroach”

  1. I’m really enjoying everything you’ve written thus far. I look forward to hearing your experiences and opinions on many of the subjects you listed.

    • Thank you very much. I didn’t expect anyone else to be interested in all of this when I started it just a few days ago. I read about Horatio. It does take one to know one. 🙂
      The Cockroach

  2. You have a beautiful way of expressing your feelings! You truly are a gifted writer Love and hugs xoxoxooxoxo

  3. […] SO good. You do everything I ask. This is excellent.” She laughed because I titled it “The Bucket List.” And at the bottom I had a section called “Done.” Underneath was “Boys in […]

  4. Hey! Thanks for following my blog! Of course, I had to cyberstalk you immediately to see what’s going on over here. 🙂 Looks like you’re just starting out, but I have a feeling I’ll be reading some great things here. I think you’re off to a great start so far. Keep writing!

  5. Thanks for stumbling on my blog today so that I could find YOURS!! :). You are a beautiful person and an amazing writer. I always feel such mixed emotion when connecting with another person who gets it. I’m thankful that someone understands and I feel less alone in the world, but am at the same time so sad that there is yet one more person who knows and understands. I look forward to reading more and hearing your story and watching more healing unfold for you. Peace.

    • That’s exactly how I felt when I found you! It’s like we’ve always been here but squeezing our eyes closed. Sort of a strange melancholy mixed with relief that someone else gets it.
      Look forward to reconnecting!
      The Cockroach

  6. […] black hair and I notice she is once again dressed in shades of purple and blue. She’s holding The List of traumas I made for her last week, and I am getting antsy. I’ve been feeling a little out […]

  7. Tag! You’re it!

  8. Amazing. I can’t wait to read about your experiences. The list is long … and i know there are lots of people who will relate to your story. Sing it to us! m

    • LOL. The list IS long. ahhahahahaahhah Crap. I don’t know why I have a hard time believing that list belongs to me. I have an even harder time believing anything good is coming out of it…but I am going to keep on trudging. If I could sing, I would. I’ll sing-write it to you….xxooxox, The Cockroach

  9. I love your honest blog! That’s why I nominated you as a Very Inspiring Blogger! http://mydailycreativity.wordpress.com/2012/04/06/day-158-grateful-for-being-called-inspiring/

  10. Hey Cockroach – thanks for checking out my blog. Love your blog so far! Can relate on many levels. Love and light
    Skye

  11. I couldn’t resist!! I passed the Kreativ Blogger Award to you this time 🙂 Here is the post – check it out for yourself! http://mydailycreativity.wordpress.com/2012/04/26/day-178-yay-for-being-a-kreativ-blogger/

  12. I wanted to stop in the middle of my list to convince myself there’s not more you have gone through. You are a strong woman.

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